Tuesday, June 2, 2020

Moving Forward

Moving on from everything I’ve ever known is drastic, but I can’t wait for it to happen. Thoughts of leaving my family and friends crossed my mind a million times last summer as I realized it could very well be my last one at home. It’s weird to think I’ll be on my own next year, independent of my mother and sisters. I don’t know where the time has gone, but I’m glad my time in high school is finally running out.When I started thinking about college, I had no clue what I wanted to do. I did, however, have one goal in mind: to be the first woman in my family to go to college and actually graduate. Over time this goal turned into something I really wanted, and I grew more determined. Now, I can’t wait to start my own life. I know it’ll be difficult, but I’m prepared for the challenge.Believe me, there are times when I think about leaving the nest and freak out. When I get cold feet, though, I think of all the times Iâ€℠¢ve wished I were anywhere but here. It’s also weird that I’m in my senior year, and in a matter of months this â€Å"journey† will finally arrive at its destination - graduation. Sometimes I’m surprised I’ve made it to this point; so many (including me) doubted I would. Overall, these past few years have been crazy, but they have taught me a lot. I’d be lying if I said I learned a lot academically, but I have learned a lot about who I am and exactly who I never want to be. Surprisingly, it turns out that it’s not about social status, or your best friend, but rather that you remain an individual. Someone once told me, â€Å"About high school, the most valuable advice I can give you is to get in and get out!† That’s exactly what I did, and believe me, I can’t wait to get out.